Bus pathukke ninnappol entho oru shabdam ketu... Sharikum trainil ninnu kelkunna oru prithyega shabdham. Njan manasil orthu "TRAIN".. Ormagaludey theevandi thanneyanu eniku train. Orupadu theevandi yathragal maanju thudangiya manasinte orma pusthagathil thelinju vannu... Pinne njan chindhagaludey theevandiyil yathra cheythu.. Orma vechakalam muthale trainil orupadu yathragal cheythitundu njan. Kunjunaalinte ormagal thanne kooduthalum aa train yathragal ayirunnu. Ippozhokke trainile dhurithangal kelkumbol njan vijarikarundu ente theevandi yathragal ethrayo shanthavum rasagaravumayirunnu. Engilum idayku aparichitharaya manushyarudey mugangal enne bayapedutharundu. Prithyegichu thaadi ullavareyum poocha kannullavareyum kanumbol eniku kunjunaalil orupadu bayamarunnu. Pappayudeyum mummyudeyum samrakshana valayathil njan aa bayathe cheruthu ninnu..
Annu ethrayo dhairyavathiyarunnu aa kunju kavya. Amma parayarundu, delhiyil thamasikumbol flatinte thottu thazheyulla kadayil ninnu pacha mulagu vangan enne paranju vittappol njan aa kadayum kadannu, flatugaludey main gate um parkugalum kadannu aduthulla market varey poyennu. Appozhekum njanentha varathe ennenveshichu pappayum mummyum ayalvasigalum anveshanam thudangi.. Njan kanathayathayennarinju amma thalakarangi veenathre.. Kurutham pole enne pathivilathe marketil thanichu kanda pappayude suhruthu enne veetilethichu. "Ithokke sambavichitundo avo" manasil ariyathe chirichu. Ethayalum enikormayilla.. Engilum avide vechu njan elladavum pogumarunnu.. Friendsintem kurey unclemarudem auntymarudem veetilarikum eppozhum. Annu amma njan appante thani swabavamanu, veetil kuthiyirikilla ennum paranju vazhaku parayarundarunnathu eniku nalla ormayundu.
Innu pakshe njana kavyaye alla... Njan orupadu maripoyi... Njanorupadu valarnupoyi... Innenne bayam vizhungiyirikunnu.. Vedhanagal kaarnnu thinnirikunnu.. Manasu thanuthu maravichirikunnu... Kanneerum orupidi swapnagalum mathram baaki... Njanente jeevitham oru flash back pole manasil orthu... Naatil varunnu ennu parnjappol muthal njan rathrigalil urangiyitilla. Ennum kowthugathodey njan kandirunna, pappayum mummyum parijayapeduthiya keralathileku, nammudey swanthamennu paranju thanna naatileku njan pogunnu.. Thaledivasam muzhuvan njan unarnirunnu!! Annu njan enthanu chindhichirunnathu?? Annu njan urangathathu karanamano innu ennennekumayi ente urakam nashtapettathu? Ariyilla.. Enikonnumariyilla.. Pinneyum njan manasil palathum orthu..
Arivilaymayil kanicha kusruthigaludey balyam kadannu.. Orkan kurachu nalla ormagalum athilere nombarangalum thannu kowmaravum yathra paranjirikunnu.. Innu njan yowvanathinte padivaathilil kurachu swapnagaleyum sanjiyilaki aagashathe nakshathrangale pole pragasham parathuvan nilkugagayanu. Jeevithathinte pala ghatathilum koode ninnavaril palarum innente oppamilla.. Viralilennavunna kurachu nalla suhruthukkalum pinne ellamariyunna daivavum mathramanu eniku kootullathu. Njanevide chennethumenno enthangumenno enikariyilla. Engilum iniyum munnottu pogathe nivrathiyumilla.. Enne kaliyakiyavarayum enne shalyamennu karuthiyavareyum enne puchathode nokiyirunnavareyum enikini kanichu kodukanam.. Kavya Urugitheerna mezhuguthiriyalla.. Pinneyo orikalum anayatha pragashamanennu.. Anganeyokke paranjalum nashtapettupoya nalla naalugale kurichorkumbol innum eniku apagarshathabodhamundu. Enne jeevanu thulyam snehichirunna palarkum enika sneham thirichu kodukan saadhichitilla. Avare bodhapoorvam njan ozhivaaki. Churuki paranjal realitiyil ninnoru olichotam. Ennum karayan vidhikappettavaludey sneham avarkoru shaapamagumo ennu chindhichukondeyirunnu. Karthavu nallavan thanne.. Nammale avidunnu idaykidaku pareekshichukondiyirikunnu, aviduthe orkan. Ennu vechu pareekshangal mathramayalo... Karthavinu dhaya thonnunnille eeyullavalodu?!
Manushya jeevitham oru poovu pole valare cheruthanennu njan pala maha vekthigaludey pusthagangalilum ninnum manasilkiyitundu. Eniku kittiya ee cheriya jeevitham onnum koodi cheruthakiyalo ennu pala thavana njan chindhichathanu... Engilum manasinte etho oru konil ninnu oru pratheekshayude velicham njan kanunnu.. Evide ninnanu athu?? Ariyilla... Enikippozhum onnumariyilla... 'Engilum daivame kazhiyumengil ee paanapathram ennil ninnum ne agattename..'
"ENTHA MOLE KARAYANE?? ENTHA PATTIYE??" Njan njetti pettannu aa vidarnna kannugalulla chechiye noki.. Njan appozhanu sradhichathu njan polumariyathe ente manasu thengugayanu.. Kaneeril kuthirna punjiri nalganallathe enikonninum kazhinjilla. Ente manasu vayichitennonam aa chechi thalayil thalodiyittu punjirichittu paranju:"MOLU VISHAMIKANDA.. NALLATHE VARU.. DAIVATHIL VISWASIKU!!"
Aadhyamayi njanangane oru malagaye ente aduthu kandu............ :)
Annu ethrayo dhairyavathiyarunnu aa kunju kavya. Amma parayarundu, delhiyil thamasikumbol flatinte thottu thazheyulla kadayil ninnu pacha mulagu vangan enne paranju vittappol njan aa kadayum kadannu, flatugaludey main gate um parkugalum kadannu aduthulla market varey poyennu. Appozhekum njanentha varathe ennenveshichu pappayum mummyum ayalvasigalum anveshanam thudangi.. Njan kanathayathayennarinju amma thalakarangi veenathre.. Kurutham pole enne pathivilathe marketil thanichu kanda pappayude suhruthu enne veetilethichu. "Ithokke sambavichitundo avo" manasil ariyathe chirichu. Ethayalum enikormayilla.. Engilum avide vechu njan elladavum pogumarunnu.. Friendsintem kurey unclemarudem auntymarudem veetilarikum eppozhum. Annu amma njan appante thani swabavamanu, veetil kuthiyirikilla ennum paranju vazhaku parayarundarunnathu eniku nalla ormayundu.
Innu pakshe njana kavyaye alla... Njan orupadu maripoyi... Njanorupadu valarnupoyi... Innenne bayam vizhungiyirikunnu.. Vedhanagal kaarnnu thinnirikunnu.. Manasu thanuthu maravichirikunnu... Kanneerum orupidi swapnagalum mathram baaki... Njanente jeevitham oru flash back pole manasil orthu... Naatil varunnu ennu parnjappol muthal njan rathrigalil urangiyitilla. Ennum kowthugathodey njan kandirunna, pappayum mummyum parijayapeduthiya keralathileku, nammudey swanthamennu paranju thanna naatileku njan pogunnu.. Thaledivasam muzhuvan njan unarnirunnu!! Annu njan enthanu chindhichirunnathu?? Annu njan urangathathu karanamano innu ennennekumayi ente urakam nashtapettathu? Ariyilla.. Enikonnumariyilla.. Pinneyum njan manasil palathum orthu..
Arivilaymayil kanicha kusruthigaludey balyam kadannu.. Orkan kurachu nalla ormagalum athilere nombarangalum thannu kowmaravum yathra paranjirikunnu.. Innu njan yowvanathinte padivaathilil kurachu swapnagaleyum sanjiyilaki aagashathe nakshathrangale pole pragasham parathuvan nilkugagayanu. Jeevithathinte pala ghatathilum koode ninnavaril palarum innente oppamilla.. Viralilennavunna kurachu nalla suhruthukkalum pinne ellamariyunna daivavum mathramanu eniku kootullathu. Njanevide chennethumenno enthangumenno enikariyilla. Engilum iniyum munnottu pogathe nivrathiyumilla.. Enne kaliyakiyavarayum enne shalyamennu karuthiyavareyum enne puchathode nokiyirunnavareyum enikini kanichu kodukanam.. Kavya Urugitheerna mezhuguthiriyalla.. Pinneyo orikalum anayatha pragashamanennu.. Anganeyokke paranjalum nashtapettupoya nalla naalugale kurichorkumbol innum eniku apagarshathabodhamundu. Enne jeevanu thulyam snehichirunna palarkum enika sneham thirichu kodukan saadhichitilla. Avare bodhapoorvam njan ozhivaaki. Churuki paranjal realitiyil ninnoru olichotam. Ennum karayan vidhikappettavaludey sneham avarkoru shaapamagumo ennu chindhichukondeyirunnu. Karthavu nallavan thanne.. Nammale avidunnu idaykidaku pareekshichukondiyirikunnu, aviduthe orkan. Ennu vechu pareekshangal mathramayalo... Karthavinu dhaya thonnunnille eeyullavalodu?!
Manushya jeevitham oru poovu pole valare cheruthanennu njan pala maha vekthigaludey pusthagangalilum ninnum manasilkiyitundu. Eniku kittiya ee cheriya jeevitham onnum koodi cheruthakiyalo ennu pala thavana njan chindhichathanu... Engilum manasinte etho oru konil ninnu oru pratheekshayude velicham njan kanunnu.. Evide ninnanu athu?? Ariyilla... Enikippozhum onnumariyilla... 'Engilum daivame kazhiyumengil ee paanapathram ennil ninnum ne agattename..'
"ENTHA MOLE KARAYANE?? ENTHA PATTIYE??" Njan njetti pettannu aa vidarnna kannugalulla chechiye noki.. Njan appozhanu sradhichathu njan polumariyathe ente manasu thengugayanu.. Kaneeril kuthirna punjiri nalganallathe enikonninum kazhinjilla. Ente manasu vayichitennonam aa chechi thalayil thalodiyittu punjirichittu paranju:"MOLU VISHAMIKANDA.. NALLATHE VARU.. DAIVATHIL VISWASIKU!!"
Aadhyamayi njanangane oru malagaye ente aduthu kandu............ :)
No comments:
Post a Comment